There is no doubt that you are now in a position of authority.
It's easy for borders, walls, and claims to seem arbitrary at best and comical at worst.
Being awake and present may sometimes maximize a situation. Stop thinking about the past and future:
You've noticed that nothing has gone well recently.
You attract. An unseen force draws some and repels others.
Don't pull out your trusty rabbit's foot in a moment of need.
Even if you feel like a martyr right now, there's no need to act the part.
You spend too much time scolding the Universe to fulfill your lofty expectations.
Unpredictable ocean. You can't guarantee no storms if you take this boat out, but you can steer it securely to land.